"When I was 13 my father wrote me a
letter," she tells the magazine, "I was unhappy with my body - I
developed really early."
"Every night I would sit
in the bath
and cry, I prayed my boobs would stop growing," she continues, "[My
father] told me I had a body not many girls have, that later it would
lead to attention from men, but that the most important thing was that I
was a wonderful girl and I had to understand my self worth."
Kim admits that the process of gaining confidence of her body took some
time. "It's taken me a long time to be happy with my body and for my
confidence to grow to what it is today," she says, "I grew up when the
body to have was
the tall, slim, supermodel one, like Cindy Crawford's. No one looked like me. It's good to break the mould and recreate one."
The "Keeping Up with the Kardashians"
star adds, "I'm an Armenian girl, I have shape, and it turned out
people liked that. That makes me feel good about myself and about other
women for being so supportive. I am a confident woman, but I didn't just
arrive confident - it has built over the years and that is a big part
of who I am now."
Talking about her recent nude photo hacking scandal, Kim responds, "I feel violated because these are private
pictures.
I didn't choose for them to be out there. But I'm also realistic. I'm
on covers of magazines naked, so I can't go crazy about it. The only
choice I can make is to not let it shake me up. I'm not having that
choice taken away from me."
In the interview, Kim reveals her plan to give siblings for
North West.
"I want a boy and another girl; I want it to start happening straight
away," she shares, "I loved being part of a huge family - and I want
that for North. We'd do IVF if nothing happens, but we both want to keep
trying naturally."
Kanye West's
wife continues, "A few years ago I was told I could never get pregnant.
Three different doctors told me the same thing, which is why I wanted
to have my eggs frozen. I was just about to do that when I found out I
was pregnant with North."
