Nadia Ali
- who first got into the adult industry as a dancer two-and-a-half
years ago before moving into escorting then becoming a porn star -
admitted that she experiences 'conflicts' between her religion and work
but that she views it as a 'stepping stone' for her work in the beauty
industry.
The
25-year-old, who lives in Los Angeles and has family in Pakistan, used
to thread eyebrows for a living before getting involved in the adult
film industry, when she learned, she told Refinery29, that dancing in a hijab or wearing scarves would help her to pull in millions of viewers.
Among the
projects she has starred in is controversial adult film Women of the
Middle East whose tagline includes the statement: 'This may just be what
was in bin Laden's porn collection'.
Nadia
said in the video interview: 'I'm a practicing Muslim. Sure I have
conflicts between my faith and day-to-day life, but doesn't everybody?'
She added: 'I practice Islam, for the sake of peace and guidelines of life - not to steal, be humble, be happy, be thankful.
'One
of the biggest main sins is adultery and doing it multiple times a day
as an escort you will not be forgiven and I am fully aware of that but
yet I still pray. But I don't escort anymore.'
Nadia, who grew up in what she describes as a 'strict Muslim community' said she always felt like an outsider as a child.
But
her life changed forever when one day when she was struggling
financially while working at a salon in San Francisco doing eyebrow
threading and her friend took her to work as an erotic dancer.
'I
made like 500 bucks and I was so proud of myself. Oh my God I'm never
going to go back, I'm never going to go back to my old life again,' she
said.
'It's like you're selling a fantasy that you're going to take this guy home with you but you're not.'
From dancing, she progressed to escorting, and later started acting in porn films.
She
said in the video that she has 'officially been banned from Pakistan'
adding that 'they banned me because I wore the scarf and the traditional
dress in the adult scenes and performed in Islamic wear.'
But
when questioned about it by Daily Mail Online, she said she had not
been notified of a ban through official channels, but suggested that it
would be dangerous for her to go there.
She said: 'When people want to kill somebody they're not going to contact you, you're just going to know and feel.'
Nadia
said that although 'ideally' her parents would prefer she did not work
as a porn star, they understand her motivations for it.
She
said: 'Ideally, just like any other parent they do not like their
daughter to do that type of work, but they have a good understanding of
why I did things. I have a very good relationship with my parents, I'm
very open about things.'
Nadia,
who wants to open her own beauty bar in the future, said there is
little guidance in the adult film industry but that she'figured it out'
for herself.
She
said: 'I don't have a mentor, no-one really has a mentor in the adult
industry, you just have to figure it out. You either figure it out or
someone teaches you... If you're smart you can do it on your own.'
Although she said it upsets her when people criticize what she wears, she is happy to be a trail-blazer.
She
added: 'Someone has to make a difference and change a few things. If I
have to make it clear over and over again that's fine, I'm here to stay
and I'm here to make a difference.'
But while she is able to 'bring it to their attention', she said it is up to individuals to open their own minds.
She
said wearing traditional garments is part of what gets her work,
claiming many porn and adult companies would not hire her without it.
She told Refinery29: 'The only thing that stands out, and I got millions of views, is because of my outfit.
'I'm not OK with that. But then again it was good for the viewers and I got what I wanted out of it, I did get the publicity.'
Responding to critics, she said her intention is not to 'bash' her culture, claiming it is about 'being open with my sexuality'.
She
said while the adult industry is 'part' of her, it does not define her,
adding: 'Sometimes people do certain things to get by for the time
being so they can get to the next level of their life.'
0 Comment:
Post a Comment