Khloe Kardashian reveal that she's getting "more sad" on her 32nd Birthday

While the entire family wished Khloe Kardashian a happy 32nd birthday, the former "Kocktails with Khloe" host's feeling unwell. She took to her website on Monday, June 27 to reveal that she's getting "more sad" for her birthday. "I love other people's birthdays, but to be honest, I get more sad for my birthday," she wrote. "They've been so negative in the past that I'm always like, 'What's going to happen this year?' I had the best birthday last year because it was the first time someone did something for me that I didn't ask for."

Spinning and winning with @kyliejenner

A video posted by Kim Kardashian West (@kimkardashian) on Jun 27, 2016 at 10:00pm PDT

"It was the first time I felt like I knew what birthdays were supposed to be like. There were only twelve of us, but it was so nice. Look, I'm not all 'woe is me,' and I don't need to do much. But then that's why we don't do much. No one takes charge," she continued.

Ridin dirty with @larsapippen #Khlo$ Bday

A video posted by Kim Kardashian West (@kimkardashian) on Jun 27, 2016 at 9:10pm PDT

Her feeling may be a result of unpleasant experience she had with her estranged husband Lamar Odom, who reportedly returned to his old bad habits. A source told PEOPLE that since filing for divorce from Lamar for the second time, Khloe "has removed herself from Lamar" because "he's still partying and not taking care of himself as he should." "Khloe is working hard to move on and focus on herself," the source continued.

Slip n slide with @blacchyna

A video posted by Kim Kardashian West (@kimkardashian) on Jun 27, 2016 at 10:36pm PDT

The source added that Khloe was "doing very well. She acts less stressed. She is of course hoping to find an amazing guy to start a family with. She really wants kids. Everyone thinks she deserves the best guy."

This guy 😂

A photo posted by Blac Chyna (@blacchyna) on Jun 27, 2016 at 10:41pm PDT

Later that day, Khloe celebrated her birthday with sisters Kim Kardashian and Kylie Jenner as well as mother Kris Jenner in Dave & Busters. Kim uploaded a photo of herself and Kylie twerking in front of some "Spin-N-Win" slot machines. Kim also had some fun with Khloe as they played "ridin dirty" game. Blac Chyna and Rob Kardashian also joined Khloe during the fun outing.

So much fun 💕 with Mama @krisjenner

A photo posted by Blac Chyna (@blacchyna) on Jun 28, 2016 at 12:01am PDT